Its 8:44 AM right now and its so cold! I'm like sneezing while writing. I felt so multi - tasked. :P Let me check how many degrees right now. Its only at Sg.Buloh & P.J so don't expect K.L or Pahang. Okay, its 25˚ here. The weather is gonna be... they showed sun and a rain. So a lil' humid. And that will rise to 31˚ then sooner will be 24˚. Seriously when you have Mac, you can do shits. Like this one for example.
I know I missed a post last night/yesterday which I purposely didn't write it cause I was so lazy. You got me? Lazy! I want my Mac to have a new graphic card. I want to see things better! Not to say its cacat, I mean its already great but I wanna make it greater. Like those nerdy gamers want their computers to be high tech. Yeah, like them. I'm gonna be a geek!
Later in the afternoon, I'm going to buy some comics from the publisher also distributor which means I'll go to the office slash factory. Ka-Boom! Comics like those only sell in KL which will take hours for my sister cause she drive slow. So instead we go to the office which is in P.J! How near is that?! HAH! If you guys have ever read comic books like Doraemon and such in BM, they are in BM. God, I love you so much. Hahaha. Cause they're like childhood memories.
And I will also feel, traditional. Hey, I'm originally from Kepong man. I'm like those kampung girls who used to plant stuff and walk to the market. LOL. Yeah. I know. But my sis do more kampung-ish jobs than me cause she's the eldest. I only live at Kepong until 2002 then we moved to here. So I lived at Kepong about... 8 years. Wohaw! I hardly can remember anything.
*kampung - village
Somehow when we moved, we all felt like city people which I don't really like cause I am originally grown up in some village place. And I liked that very much cause I felt free. To possessed such freedom and its vanish by suddenly moving to another town. Not town. Something. That is why I'm different than other girls in here, now... Cause I felt like a village girls towards my city friends. I have city friends! :O!
Its like not being myself in a way. I give advice to city people not to waste money. What a dumb! But I cared for them so I told them that. SO... it wasn't dumb at all! But its still is. Different feeling. Oh I certainly don't miss my old home! Its like a mosquitoes house or something. But I really did missed my neighbor. WTF, USA dictionary. But we are learning British ones.
Last time, I got seriously abused by my maid. I think I was 5 years old. No one was home. And she was hitting me so bad. I don't feel traumatic cause I don't remember much but it was still a painful memory and the pain was just ... fresh. In my brain. I do remember she was forcing me to take a bathe but I stubbornly refused. I think I was playing some dolls or some what shit I found.
So she dragged me forcefully, grabbing hard on my tiny little arms to the toilet. So yeah, I screamed in protest. That was such a force on a tiny kid like me. So this one I remembered clearly. I think I told this to some people. Just last Sunday, I told my siblings about this. They were shocked. LOL. Even my sister was like, WTF is wrong with that bitch!?
Okay continue. She grabbed some rubber bands and kinda lastic me. You know how painful was it?! I was young! And the more I scream, the more the chance I'll get hit, hard. So I remember that I was still screaming, she got very pissed. And she tied the rubber bands on all my finger, TIGHTLY. Of course it has stopped the blood flow and it turned purple on each finger tip. And it was painful! Seriously painful. Look, I'm shuddering right now.
And it was all on my fingers. Just imagine. It was damn ass painful and I tried taking it out but my hands were TINY and tied up with all those eek-y rubber bands. I cried. Of course I cried! When she start to hit me, I cried and she hates that, she hit me even more. Oh thank gosh my fingers are safe until now, typing them out.
My fingers would be gone if my neighbor wasn't there to help. This one I don't remember but my parents told me that I was saved from my neighbor who heard my cries and screams and pains. Phew, which I'm very thankful for. I visited them 2 years ago and they asked me worriedly, "Does your maid still hit you?" Then I replied, "No, not at all!" I was 13! LOL. I can tell they were worried. And they kinda talked to my parents about it to stop taking maids in.
Oh well, I'm bullying them now! HAHA. So what do you think? I'm not so tough you know? I cry easily and .. I'm such a princess. HAHA! Hope you guys know how I've been through and such. Going back to my old house will definitely give me those memories back. And of course there are good ones, too.
The memory of that sure does came rushing in! And of course, I'll share with you guys. I mean its part of my life too. I'm not gonna keep caging up myself because of that.
ANYWAY! Karen's Church X'mas party! We still have ONE extra ticket and hey, do COME! This Saturday! We still need another person. Since Yenyi has plans and I can't invite the Malays, no offense but its true! Please please please CALL ME or Karen about it! This Saturday evening. Check your schedule and if its FREE, CALL US!! I seriously don't wanna waste it, we paid for that shit and we're giving you guys FREE. Not really, but all we need is your presence!
And hey, it'll be FUN! Please COME! Whoever. Just call. Call! Call!
Okay, enough about that. That was a lil too desperate and Karen will kill ME!
So I heard the ... the ... PMR results is on the 24th. Eve of X'mas. I haven't confirm with my own eyes yet and the entire majority! Please tell me if its true or not or its some prank or its some kind of a fcked up rumor. If its on the 24th, I'm so dead. DEAD. Literally. How can I enjoy my Christmas!!!! I knew that my results is going SO BAD and it'll make it worst on the EVE. So now what?! Parents glaring at me, and saying, "DON'T eat! You have disappointed us and we have no desire to look at your FAILURE face when we EAT!". Gosh, that's mean!
Though those words won't come out from their mouth but I'm very sure they're gonna ... be angry. Sorry, dude. Its PMR. All I can say to ease them is, "I'll do better during SPM.". I'll probably say that more than 50 times a day. Or, "Pfft, its just PMR, guys!". That would do 30 times per day.
IF its on the EVE, I will try NOT to look at my results until after X'mas. Like when teacher give that ... result slip. I'll just fold it and put inside my bag and leave the school. But that won't likely to happen cause that happened during UPSR which teacher just gave us cause we're pushing her but this time is Pn Sharifah! o.o HELP! She'll make us sit down and she'll lecture us and asked, "Why didn't you get straight A's?!". Glaring at me till my ears can bleed. GOD.
So now, let the game begin. *ting ting ting* Oh, SK is gonna win!! Oh nono, Pn Sharifah has her hands on SK's delicate neck! Oh noo, her neck putus. LOL. Pssh. Wrestling won't happen in school but its more like that. So dead. So dead. So dead.
GAH, HELP ME!
Okay, I dreamt about SSB today and I was hanging out with some form 2 girls. WHAT!? I know. So I was wondering why the hell Pn Jamilah was in Secondary smiling sweetly at me for no f-ing reason? CREEPY. So I don't know what happened in the dream but it seems like I'm one of the... special students in the school. So this kinda worried me a lil'.. Form 2 GIRLS!? Which means I failed PMR and stayed for another YEAR. WTF!!!!!
Stupid STupid STUPID thoughts! WOOO! SHOOO!!
Kays, seriously. What a HEAVY morning. Its morning and I'm telling HEAVY stories. GOSH.
I'll change the picture. And YEAH its been like 5 days the Tay's website HAVEN'T UPDATE anything!! So pissed right now. I wanna strangle SAMANTHA so badly. FYI, she's the owner. Of the very website.
So byee Titanic! I bet you guys were thinking, "When is that bitch changing it? Its so boring already!". I KNOW. I will change it NOOOOW! Will take a minute or more. So stay tuned.
Kays till then, go bhfeicfimid arís tú! (Which means see you in Swedish!)
^3^
-SK-
No comments:
Post a Comment