I'm reading manga now. And well, I kept thinking my life is short. High school romance! I want to at least experience the REAL relationship before I leave school. The stories, every high school romance, is killing me. And I hate, I repeat, HATE this feeling.
Sigh.
I was once fine before. "Being single is blissful." And I did feel blissful, happy, content... but lonely. Hah! This fcking feeling I wanna avoid. I want to be loved. In some way. But .. everything starts with a crush right? I think SSB really need some guys. No offense, guys. I'm just being picky. And the worst thing is, I don't have a crush.
Sigh.
Not so happy anymore, dammit. I sound desperate but its not like I wanted a boyfriend by random. I guess I have to wait .. and work for it. Earn him. Sigh. LOL. Stupid manga, made me feel this way. And love songs. And handsome manga men. And talents of an artist. Pfft.
Sigh.
Oh well, I envy Sara & JiHee. And maybe Yenyi on the way. Sara have Nazri. JiHee have KM. Yenyi have Pimpi. And hey, this is not like super deep jealousy. I'm happy for them, of course. Its just myself. I thought of myself lowly. Like I'm stupid and dumb and fugly etc. Pfft. That's not gonna work to keep myself happy.
Sigh.
I'm gonna read some more and sigh another time. Oh well. : /
Post to you when I'm ... content.
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