Its TODAY!

Heya guys. The party is today and well, i think its gonna be fun.

Gonna pack soon.

And my friends are coming at 1 - 3.

So I better be ready.

I'm not gonna post anything until tomorrow night like really late night.

I just finished a book yesterday.

I cried so much.

I thought about it that night.

Damn, it was just so sad.

So 2 more books to go.

Well, actually 4.

I read the other 2 half way cause its SO SO boring!

Gonna read it when I'm really bored.

So...

YAY.

Its been a long time I've hosted a party.

But this one is fussy.

Cause my mom. Also I can't drive. But I have the cash. LOL.

Its troublesome to other people.

I just want to do a party like...

ME: "Hey, come to my party this Saturday."

Then your transport or whatever, solve it yourself. You can't come, ain't my problem. LOL.

I want it like that but I can't do that somehow.

fckcan'tlogintoSLsomeshitprogrammademyacountgoballisticsayloginatsomespecifictimewhichhavealreaadypastbuttheyliedtomeandireallygottalogincausei'mgoingsoonandihatewaiting.

Well, that's it i guess. : D

Me miss eating kebab. : (

Finally, its tomorrow.

Okay, I went out to OU with my brother, his two best friends which are Vincent & Adil also including Shaz & Ken. And hey, YenYi. : D

We reached at OU. Ate kebab LOL.

Then watched Jennifer's Body.

Awesome.

Then bought 3 books! :DDD

Then ate kebab again.

Hang out.

Laugh our asses off.

Yeah.

Yenyi bought a head band at Forever 21.

Ken bought some couple ling longs and a big teddy bear.

Shaz bought some McD.

End of today.

Dilemma time.

Ready?

Hairol can't come which meand Nazri can't make it too.

Sara is coming late cause of her mom's birthday party tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!

Kay, next. Nat & Karen haven't confirm with me yet.

Desmond too.

Nakheel is obviously coming right?

Yeah.

So the ones are active is Yenyi, Jason & Sara.

AWESOME.

Okay Nat & Karen are not sleeping over.

Mei Yen have her own Halloween party and she wants ME & my friends to go.

Well, YEAH.

So now ... who else?

Yeah, after school tomorrow. Transport time? YEAH.

Okay.

Bye.

VERY busy.

No school till next week

Yup. Heard got finals next week Monday. Its only one day. Art 1 & 2, civics & Moral. Right. THis is the first year they started finals for the PMR candidates. Useless.

Tomorrow i can't go to school cause, I'm going out.

On Friday, is the movie marathon & sleep over.

Sat, is the Halloween party.

Big job huh.

Yeah.

kays post to you toommmmooooorrrrroooooowwww

FCking Awesome

I was just being sarcastic. I'm so pissed right now. The school called my mom that they want me in school etc. They're teaching form 4 syllabus etc. Wtffff. Some people are playing board games!

Now my mom wants me to go to school. She's asking me to pack etc. Like really get ready for tomorrow. Come ON! I want my SLEEP. And my COMPUTER. And tomorrow might go out. Oh GREAT. Just one stupid call destroy my entire LIFE. Not really entire. Like I said, I'm being sarcastic. And overly exaggerating. PFFT!!!!!!

Like the school people miss me! NOT. Seriously. OHMYF-INGGOSH. So pissed right now. WTF is their problem.... Haiyoh yoh!

=.= What to bring to school? Water bottle & pencil box. Greaaat.

right. huh. Yeah. huh. Blah.

Its ON, Its ON!

Heya guys. I finally asked my mom about the Halloween/Movie Marathon/Sleep over Party! And she said yes. : D

She was very very fussy about the plan. Really. I told her that Sara & Yenyi are coming over and sleeping here. And she panicked. LOL. So normal for her to do that. So she started planning with my brother. Like he's the only one who's gonna make this party right.

Then she start talking about how am I gonna get there or here or there or here. BLAH. She kept saying if you have a car on your own, it'll be easier. I was like thinking, hey, just teach me how to drive can edi. Cause look at all your cars, man. But of course, I hold my tongue. : P

So now, you guys have to co operate with me. I kinda didn't let my MOM know about the 11 people shit. Or the Movie marathon shit. Cause I can tell she can get fcking fussy if I tell her. So you guys, the names I listed out in my previous post, just keep your mouth SHUT. Like fcking shut. If you love me, do that. If you want me to stay out of trouble, DO THAT PLEASE.

Okays. So. Its ON, Its ON! Please no party crashers. I'll fck you to death. Literally. So. I'll start calling everyone. Everyone in my list. Who's not going so on. Details details! *snap*

Okay. Now. I'm bored. Halloween is coming. Can't believe it. WAKAKA. Of course I thought of my PMR days and shits. I still kept thinking "PMR is really OVER." Wow. I mean it feels like I'm still dreaming. Shit ass dreaming.

And now, I really wanna be a designer. I really want to be. After seeing Marchesa being famous and successful, oh yeah I want that FAME. Note: Marchesa is my most favorite designer. 2 women established Marchesa during 2004 after graduating their degree. I think. Well, they make excellent team mates! : D I just want to be fcking famous. No, i take that back. No, i put that back. Shit.

I gotta use my talent for something!

(haha, yeah right.)

Screw you, I'm serious.

(Reality check?)

=.=

(Publish post now.)

Okay, bye *sniff*

: DD

They're hanging out together. They could be a really great couple but they're not ^^ They said they're friends and wanna stay it that way so : ) Hoping the best for them. These are the candid of them hanging out. :DD Enjoy!

Heyaa...

I played games almost everyday. Very entertaining! And challenging. Haha. Hmm. I don't miss school. Seriously, I don't. Yenyi & Sara goes to school cause they wanna see someone. But I don't have anyone. So *shrug*

I think the Halloween thingy is ON! I think. I told my mom that Sara & Yenyi are coming. So she's fine with it I guess. : ) I'm not sure whether is on Friday or Saturday. I certainly don't want to trick-or-treat-ing on the wrong day. I'm gonna plan with her again. Like.. "Mummy, there's more people coming! So can we hang out?" BUT I don't have the guts to ask. After everything.... you know. : /

Movie Marathon... I wanna save Ugly Truth on that day BUT I watched it just now and I totally forgot I'm saving it. Well, I don't mind watching it again. : )

Sleep over. I'm afraid of one thing. Which is I will not be a good hostess. What if I don't get enough food for them? And i have to call 911 if they're having food poisoning? I'm very very scared when those things happen and I'm IN CHARGE. Like a huge responsibility I have to carry on forever. o.o

Well, I'm gonna ask her today. Hopefully she will let cause ... I'm already giving high hopes to some people. I'm just gonna make it small. gathering.

Of course Sara & Yenyi. My bitches. (2)

Of course my study group people which are Natapoey, Jason & Karen. (3)

Invited Hairol & Nazri too. (2)

Nakheel wants to come. (1)

Fikri wishes to come too. (1)

Hairol & Fikri are not in good terms. :/

Makes things harder for me.

So Desmond & Ben. They live near. (2)

Total: 2+3+2+1+1+2=11

So who did I miss? So who's really sleeping over? Cause its Halloween night and its gonna be late. What am I gonna fed them? Oh GOD, save me. I'm not a very good planner. 11 people ... that's a lot. I never had ... that much of friends coming over before.

I gotta start calling everyone and ask. Before its too late. Sigh, all the best to me. First things first, I gotta ask my mom. I'm just a coward. pfft.

Kays, bye.

(How can you write your dilemma in public?)

Well, I have nothing to say!

(You're a crazy bitch.)

I know I am.

Oops

Sorry I forgot to post something yesterday.

We went to Times Square yesterday. I bought a book! : D!!!

So happy. Umm, what's next?

Oh yeah my brother was being over protective. He told me not to go out with his friends and the party gang. Which I supposed to go out with them already. He was being funny but I can tell he's serious. Lemme show you hows he's serious.

"SimKuan, you're gonna be the only girl there right?"

"Yeap." (A cheerful reply.)

Then his eyes are bulging out.

"Then you can't go."

"But whyyyy?" (Not serious at all)

"What if all of 'em start to raba raba you?"

"Hey, I'm bringing my over protective brother along."

"But I'm not sure I'm free or not."

"Class or your sister?"

"SISTER!!!!" (Gawd)

The end. : DD

So after Times Square... My sister didn't follow along. If she does, she'll start interrupting our conversation. We went to this place that I don't recognize. My mom wanted to see something. The road was terrible. Terrible. Horrible!

Then after 2 hours drive going nowhere, I got the urge to pee. Fck. Then we went to Rawang (The community of Indians) to eat at a restaurant. We always go there. Occasionally. The food was fcking awesome. Before we order the food, I was begging for toilet. Then my dad took the toilet so I waited. Then my dad said, next door is a toilet too! I was like shit, then what was I waiting for? Then my bro went after that my mom. LOL. Everyone wants to go to toilet.

Its been a long time I haven't been to MSN. If i go, everyone will spam me HOHOOHO. Maybe tonight. Yeap tonight.

Post to you soon. : D

Sunday Morning

Mom woke me up at 8 as usual, to take Ah Fook for a walk. I only slept for 4 hours -, I couldn't get much sleep last night. Toss & turn, yeap. : /

So.. surprisingly I didn't sleep back after I sent Ah Fook. I couldn't sleep. Weirdo. My mom & sis were talking about her incoming exams. And my sister didn't sleep a wink last night too. : /

Now I'm starting to ... fall asleep.

oh yeah! I wanted to show you guys a vid.

*yawn* maybe later.

Post to you soon. : D

Expected

Lol. Yenyi. I knew you'll laugh. : D

That was a moment of loneliness. : P

Dinner is good. : )

Kin Shui Tei Japanese Restaurant in a club house at Tropicana.

I ordered Sushi set. : )

Include soba, fruits, tofu, sushi. Its big.

When they announced "Sushi Set."

I answered "Here, here."

Then when they placed the tray in front of me...

I was thinking "Where is my sushi?"

My sister who was sitting beside me, she said "WTF happened to your sushi?" (Annoyed.)

My Dad who was sitting in front of me, he said "There's something wrong..." (Confused)

My mom who was sitting beside my dad, she said "Oh, where is your sushi?" (Wondering)

My bro who was sitting beside my mom, he said "Probably they forgot." (Assuming)

I thought myself "I think they ate it. They did announced it was SUSHI set." (Crazy-ing)

So I ate the soba. I waited for my sushi come flying to me. My mom's, dad's & sis' food arrived. I got impatient. I want fish in my mouth right now!

But yeah it did came. I gave the poor woman my scariest/bitchiest glare ever. Haha. Its great. The dinner was awesome. : ) I loved it. But the price of each set is ridiculous. Including the service & gov tax.

Here are some picts of me cam-whoring. : )

And internet is very bitchy now. !!!!!

Re: LOL. (Tripley's)

I just view Yenyi's blog and I saw the vid of Ming wannabe. He sing damn ass good. His voice is good. He can absolutely maintain his tune. Well, Ming pictures look incredibly handsome. LOL. To be honest, he's a great looking guy. But we hardly talk LOL.

Well, 3rd day of period!

Tonight I'm going to eat dinner at ... Tropicana there. Some club. Has a Japanese restaurant. Expensive. Ambience very great. So I better dress my best tonight. : )

Mom & I still got a.. awkward moment.

Genting is cancelled.

Sorry Hairol.

So Halloween party/sleep over/movie marathon is still on hold, people.

I will inform ASAP if I get an A-OK from my mother.

So please be patient.

Don't go another party!

Kays, i'll post tonight. Hopefully.

*Yawn*

Yeap, I have period. Its the second day. I woke up at 8:00 AM just to change my pad. Then I woke up at 4:35 PM, it had already leaked out on my mattress. I know. Such a pain to clean it.

I'm still tired. 2nd day of period is very tiring for all women. I was too lazy to get out from bed. Gonna clean my room later. Yeah.

About yesterday my mom looked at my books. The first thing she said to me was "This is not even complete. Do it tomorrow."

Oh fck. Yeah. I know. She's treating me like Cinderella now.

Nothing to say now. I'm tired and on my way to PMS mood. *yawn*

Post to you tonight. Hopefully.

Finished!

I just finished sorting out my school books. 3 years of syllabus. Its like shit. I have to walk here and there. Get some tools. Then sort out. Then tie 'em. Then set out for another set. My back is aching!

I bet my mom will come back either she'll say:

"Wow, that is a lot!" (Hehe)

"Waa, SimKuan so kuai one?" (Is it so hard to believe that I do house work?)

Those are her positive remark.

Her negative ones are :

"My gosh, you tie wrong edi! How can you so stupid one?" (=.=)

"Remember the ones in your room." (Heck.)

"See how much rubbish you bring back?" (Fck.)

She always complain whatever I do. Fyi, she's a perfectionist. Believe it or not, I'm living with a perfectionist. The worst part is, she's my mother.

I'm gonna prepare myself. 'Twas a small work, nonetheless is still a neat work I've done.

See la, what she'll say tonight. I called it my Castle made out of Books. LOL.

I found some books LOOKS new. Some books LOOKS like shit but I never use it. (=.=) So I planning to give Nevin. That crazy Chin-Dian guy. Well, I hope I can give him. Some of them looks very new and I haven't use it. My next cousin is like std 3 and if I give her by then she's form 1, I'll bet it'll change syllabus or cover.

I'm exhausted and my sister's playing football with Ah Fook IN THE HOUSE. WTF? When she's lazy, I'm hard working. When she's tired, I'm hyper. When she's pissed, I'm absolutely happy. Both sisters never content. Weirdo. Pfft.

Anyway, I took my picture of my hard work! And in return I want compliments! LOL. JK. Well, thats all. : )

Post to you tonight.

Mom's perspective

LOOK at that picture. The first one. It looks neat. Yeah. It sure does. But my mom thinks its messy. WTF!? Its not my room. Found them in the internet. SO now I have to clean the room. Almost everything. Dead line: TONIGHT. 8:00 PM SHARP!

HELP!!! Look at the 2nd pict. Of course it looks pretty NEAT to me. LOL.

Kays, really gotta clean. Bye!

Fcking Genting.

Now I'm on a laptop - without a charger. Right. What the hell happened to it? Probably my sister or my mom took it away from me. Got the laptop but not charger. Pfft.

Yesterday I had the most biggest argument in my life. With my mom. Okay here's how the story goes.

She came back from work. I was upstairs - probably sulking. So when dinner was starting, I came down, she started screaming. PLEASE don't say she's crazy. She's my mom.

So yeah. That was how it started. I don't want to elaborate the argument. It was too painful to even think about. That was why I'm awake now. 8:45 AM. Believe it guys. I'm awake ON this time DURING holidays. I slept well, surprisingly. Maybe it was the tears last night I shed.

I don't think its all about Genting that made my mom & I argued. I think it was me. My dad avoided the scene by staying in his room and my sister's asleep but most probably she's awake after all the screaming and my brother was there for me.

I felt extremely RELIEVED when Sara called. I was charging my phone. Sitting on the floor , texting people. Then Sara called. Its so GREAT to hear her voice again. Makes me wanna cry. I told her about the thingy briefly. And we discussed a few plans. We talked about almost everything.

Then she was about to say bye then YENYI called. Haha! I was so happy that she called. Its been a long time we ever like call each other and catch up with our lives. I also told Yenyi what happened. Only briefly. If I explained the entire story, I'll burst into tears again. We were talking lots of funny stuff and well, it got interrupted by my mom's voice.

And guys, my annually Halloween party will be on PENDING. I have to cool it off first with my mom and all. So ... I'll let you guys know soon. Sleep overs including Movie Marathon is also on hold. Sorry guys. There's a possibility that I'm not gonna organize any these events. But I'm not very sure of it so .. *sad smile*

JiHee, I miss you. It feels like I have to talk to 3 of my bitches to forget everything. But its difficult to forget these things. My mom is gonna hold that grudge against me maybe for 500 days. That's what my dad says. Every issue or problems, she'll bring it up all the time until the 500th day. Nice. That's more than a year.

Where the hell is the charger? No, I better not find it. Or I'll stay here forever. I have to clean my things before my mom comes home. That's my task today. Spick & Span, that's what she always wanted when you live under her roof.

Kays, bye people. : )

KL, PITY ME ALL YOU WANT.

I don't give a damn about it.

Still pissed

Each morning I will face in the future until this Sunday will be crazy. Each time I thought of

"I will miss the entire fun. Imagine that." This feels like the form 2 camp that I can't go. Why am I always the left out one? WTF. Is it fated that I'll be always the lonely one?

So I'm gonna sulk until I die? My mom is gonna kill me if I sulk. But seriously, how can I be happy in the outside while I'm fcking SAD in the inside? The sadness surely will consume 100% of my emotions. I found out, I'm not PISSED. I'm actually sad.

I've been facing this kind of situation lots of times already. Going on with my usual boring life and thought of my friends are having fun without me. Oh grrrreeeaaat. I need a best friend. Who knows HOW I feel right now. It feels like I'm in the jail watching my other jail mates playing One-Two-Juice. At least they're having fun. While I rot myself.

Oh, that is a rough sketch that I drew. I couldn't find any picture that I wanted from Google. It looks ugly so yeah. I wasn't in the mood to draw. But that explains everything. So yeah.

Post to you later.

Bitches

Thank you, bitches ;-)

Love ya.

Pissed

Hairol & everyone planned to go Genting right from the start when PMR started.

So obviously I'm invited.

But I can't go.

Asked my mom about it.

Okay. Gonna write out the conversation.

*Phone rang*

Hairol called. We planned etc.

Came back to the com room.

Mom: Who called you? Going out again? Where?

(Three question at the time so I only answered the 2nd one.)

Me: Yeah.

Mom: Where?

Me: Genting.

Mom: When?

Me: This Sunday.

Mom: Okay, you can't go.

Me: WHAT!? WHY!!!? (More like shouting rather than asking)

Mom: Because Sunday, you supposed to be at home with your family. (First reason)

Me: Its JUST ONE DAY.

Mom: Yeah I know.

Me: Its just one SUNDAY of my life I'm gonna skip!

Mom: NO!

Me: What?

Mom: You have to be home for papa.

Me: OKay, what about half day?

Mom: Nope.

Me: Shit. Its just one bloody Sunday.

Mom: We are hardly home for you guys so that's why Sunday is the best for the family to gather together and have fun. You know we work everyday except Sundays.

Me: I know but I'm gonna be hanging out with you guys every other Sundays again.

Mom: So you saying you prefer your family than your friends?

Me: No, I didn't say that. I just want to have fun! I'm still young and --

Mom: Yeah, young. Okay GO and have your freedom and don't come back.

Me: Its just one bloody day. If I don't go, everyone can't go. (What a lie)

Mom: Who will be there ? Any parents?

Me: YEAH. One of my friend's parents are coming along to watch us.

Mom: You know its not good to disturb THEIR family day. (WHAT!?)

Me: Everyone can go already except me. What is the problem?!

Mom: You know that her parents won't responsible for your safety. (2nd reason)

Me: *Silence* (I think I was frustrated. What happened to the first reason?)

Mom: Just imagine that you got a car accident. Who will look for you? Huh? ME? Don't think so. I'm not there that moment to save you.

Me: *Silent* (So you want me to be home FOREVER!?)

Mom: You know if you kept hanging out with your friends, their parents would hate you for disturbing their son or daughter and the next thing they will argue with me. (3rd reason)

Me: What?

Mom: Just be grateful you can go out already. If its a school trip, then I'll let you go.

Me: But unfortunately our school is too stupid to organize this kind of thing. That is WHY we planned on our own!

Mom: So too bad, you can't go.

Me: *so close to tears*

Mom: You know that, you're lucky already? Even your cousin can't even go out. Her parents works everyday non-stop. She can't even hang out with her parents.

Me: *Silent* (Teary eyes. Tried to suck it in.)

Mom: And you know we go Genting several times this year.

Me: Yeah we went lots of times but one thing the theme park is closed. Second thing nobody wants to ride with me. and the third thing you wouldn't let me go. And the fourth thing Papa cannot wait for me. He'll go ballistic.

Mom: Just go to Times Square.

Me: I've already tried that one.

Mom: Its dangerous okay? You know there's a lot hidden cases about the roller coaster etc. (4th reason)

Me: Okay, so I won't go to the roller coaster. I'll go play something else. (I thought of arcade)

Mom: Still dangerous. You know that you're risking your life by doing all this?

Me: What? (UGHHH!HH!H!H!H!)

Mom: You just can't go! Okay?

Me: *gave up and ignored her*

Mom: BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Okay yeah. Annoying. I'm like a CAGED BIRD. So what now? Go to theme park when I'm like 35 years old!? WTF! Gimme a LIFE.

Hairol, I said SORRY to you because

I'm SORRY for myself. For being Pathetic.

Not because I'm sorry to you.

But I said THANKS cause you tried to reorganize again just so I could go.

And that was a sincere thanks from me.

Thank you.

Okay, I'm gonna miss all the fcking fun just staying home wiping off my parent's dirty shoes.

Where's my Fairy Godmother?

I need you. Right NOW.

Solve this for ME with your magic wand!

AstraPhobia Part II

Okay the title explains everything!

I was reading. In front of the com. But I faced in front of the window.

The next thing I saw the flash of the thunder.

I freaked out and hastily positioned myself towards the computer.

Thunders & heavy rain in the NIGHT. Oh God, save me.

How am I gonna sleep tonight?

My sis sleeps like a monster but tonight she's sleeping early cause she's sick.

Oh shyte.

Now I can't send Ah Fook for a walk cause its thundering.

Dear Lord, save me lol.

Is it okay if I tremble to death?

Now I can't read.

Now I can't take a bath.

Now I can't watch TV.

Now I can't sleep.

Now I can't pee.

Now I can't have a walk with Ah Fook.

Now I can't call anyone.

I think my worst fear after thundering and heavy rain is definitely BLACK OUT.

I remembered well on this one.

It was raining heavily and thundering, of course, and one of 'the' biggest strike of the thunder blackens my entire sleeping time.

I heard that thunder I woke up and coincidence-ly, the air conditioner switched off when I just opened my eyes.

Then the thunder *BOOM* again. I closed my eyes. I thought of nothing that time.

Hey I was young. It was getting hot since everything was dead. I was sweating. I tried my best to keep myself asleep. Very best. So in the end, I went to sleep. : )

It was dreadful. Sigh. Tonight is gonna be crazy.

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

How can this be my phobia? What kind of fear is this? Eek.

Hopefully the thunder & the drizzling will subside when I go to sleep.

Hopefully...

Its Tuesday..

I'm really bored. I mean seriously. Yenyi & Sara went to school today. I didn't go because... my eye. The red puffy zombie-looking eye.

Well. I have nothing much to say.

My brother's friends are here.

My sister is crazily sleeping so soundly.

And I'm lazy-ing around the computer.

(Yeah. Doing nothing.)

What. I'm writing.

I slept early yesterday. About 11:32 PM.

And I woke up at 3:22 PM.

16 hours!! WHOA.

I needed that much of sleep?

Probably it was that medicine I ate yesterday. It was so strong. Stronger than Panadol.

Okay, I bought a book written by James Patterson.

One of my fave mystery author.

I didn't know he wrote a wonderful romantic novel.

So much better than Twilight. UGH.

I'm planning to buy another romance novel from him.

I saw it at MPH but I only bought one.

So yeah, that's my next goal.

Umm, can't wait for Summer 2010!

That's the time for my next 2 sequels are coming out.

And can't believe that I'm gonna be form 4 next year.

Not gonna think about it. Not at all.

Okay then.

Post to you later.

What a cold cold DAY!

Hey guys.

Back and feeling gloomy.

My left eye have a bloodshot.

Pfft.

Its not itchy so its kay.

But its been red for .. 2 days and a half. (Weird)

The outing with Jason, Natapoey, Ben & Des WAS great.

Bought 3 books. (SO HAPPY!)

Didn't see that idiot KOK LEONG. (SO HAPPY!)

Didn't watch that ugly horror show called Pandorum. (SO HAPPY!)

Ate the chicken kebab twice. (SO HAPPY!)

We watched two movies. First we watched 'Whiteout' then 'Cloudy With a Chance of MEATBALLS'. It was weird & hilarious respectively. : )

Hmm.

Didn't see Sara or Yenyi! ( SO SAD!! !!!! ! ! ! !)

Bugger.

Miss them. : (

Mmm, I'm tired and lonely.

1u doesn't have any interesting guys.

Oh gawd, come to me prince charming, no more waiting.

Maybe my prince is blind. He had to use a wheel chair to find me? CHOI!

Lalalalal.

Obviously I'm bored.

(I know. Before you start crap talking, just click publish post down there. NOW.)

What... I'm not crap talking.. You.. freak!

(Sigh. Look who's speaking.)

Oh yeah!!

Jason & Nat... When they were together, I thought

"It would be so match made in heaven."

But look who destroyed everything?

MEN.

Hmph.

If you're reading this, you 'dude', you better remember what I said. And trust me, fool.

(Just publish post already.)

SHUDDUP!

Okay, bye : D

Last minute

OKay, guys. Whoever is reading this, sorry if I made you jealous.

(yeah right, like they will)

Last minute plan : Going out on a Monday.

My plan was to sleep all day but that stupid Jason ruined my dreams.

BUT 1u have a book shop!

Answer to my prayers!

Gonna get some kebab there.

Hope Nat doesn't mind I'm eating meat.

She's a pure vegetarian.

(Recently, Ben told her that was fish, and she took a bite, it was chicken after all. I think Ben can't tell the difference with chicken & fish.)

Poor Natapoey.

So anyway, now is 9:58 AM.

Waiting for my limo.

Which is Ben. =.=

He's sending Desmond first then me.

Jason can't send him.

His mom have to go somewhere.

So he'll only bring Nat since Ben & Des can help me.

So.. might see lots of my classmates there.

LIKE:

Sara & Yenyi (MY BITCHES!!)

Kok Leong, James, Nicole SW, Dylan, Simone, Cherlyn, Vincent etc. (My classmates)

Others.

So I'm gonna but at least 2 books. They are quite expensive ya know.

2 books will suffice.

Okay so.

its 10:02 AM.

Still waiting.

Haven't wear my socks yet.

Pfft.

OKay GO!

In my dreamiest mood..

Hey hey! : D

After blogging, I thought of napping since I was tired. But plans changed. I took the book I bought yesterday and began reading. I already read less than half but more than a bit. So I continued reading. Ever since 5 PM until 7:49 PM, I've been reading. Well, exclude the toilet part.

Well, I finished the BOOK! Its very very very wonderful! I can't wait till the next sequel! She's not even writing it yet. : / It'll probably published next 2 years or something. Blah.

Wooo. Its very romantic to find your true love. Books are fairy tales. I know, but you can't blame one for believing it! That's me, alright. As long as you believe it, it'll definitely come true.

(Take note: I'm stupidly having my own crappy fantasy now. So, its okay if you don't wanna read this post.)

Owh, I feel lonely now. : ( Should I find more pictures? LOL. Rather not.

I just can't wait for the next sequel. I JUST CAN'T WAIT! Oh, wait. I CAN wait! I mean, in the meantime, I should buy some more books. And start all over with this crappy fantasy all over again. Books are for entertainment. So true! : ) It entertains ME!

I have have have to go to the BOOKSHOP. Gawd. Help me. I just want the entire book shop for myself. Read everything till I grow old. Die a virgin. LOL. Didn't even realize the time is still going on while I'm fantasizing.

Okay, I have made my mind. I'm a desperate , selfish bitch. LOL. THAT was sudden. Its holiday and I want to read!! Gawd, something's wrong with me. Can someone send me to the REAL MPH please? I mean Mental Problem Hospital. Seriously, i think i'm mental.

What a waste of a post.

If this is a newspaper article, I'll be fired when its already printing.

Yenyi, help me.

Sara, screw me.

Jihee, kill me.

And whoever concern, bury me.

And whoever cared, bring me fresh flowers will ya?

And whoever died, rot with me.

And whoever stinks, come to Heaven with me and bathe.

And whoever sins, oh please save me from the Devil.

WHAT THE FUCK AM I WRITING ABOUT!?

Okay, SOBER TIME.

Hi everyone : D

Shall we start this again?

Okay you know what? I JUST FINISHED A BOOK.

(I know).

Okay.

Seriously what a waste of a post.

(SHUDDUP)

Okay, bye

: D

AstraPhobia

Good afternoon people! *yawn* To be honest, I didn't get much sleep last night. I'll tell you that later. But first, I'm gonna tell you what happened at Desmond's place.

We arrived at his place about 6 something, close to 7 in the evening yesterday. So we greeted everyone, took tour of the house then we went upstairs. (We as in Jason Tan, Natapoey, Sam & me) His house is HUGE, of course. And I don't relly like his house location. The area there is pretty scary.

So we played with games and all. We ate great food then we went to the theater room/karaoke room. We watched "The Unborn". Tell you the truth, its scary. The show made me that I don't wanna get twins. The guys were acting cool but I know that they're pretty much afraid too. :/

So after the movie, we hung out. Then we went home. The movie is still haunting me now. When it comes to mirror or bathroom. Especially the mirror. So of course, a bad choice to watch that movie because that night... Okay, I'm going to tell you why didn't I get some sleep.

I went to sleep about 1 something. I was reading. So I fell asleep very quickly because I was really exhausted last night. Then the stupid stupid THUNDER. It woke me up. And my house was shaking. I got scared, of course. I told some people that I hated the THUNDER especially at NIGHT. I don't like it when it interrupted my sleep. I think it was 3 in the morning.

I didn't move. When its thundering, I never ever MOVE. I don't know why. My heart beats faster than usual. Then all the flashbacks of the movie came. I was TERRIFIED. I was hugging my little bolster tightly. I kept thinking that little boy in the movie (the ghost) was right beside me. Staring behind my back. Stupid thunder. I was sweaty and I want to on the lights but I was too afraid to open my eyes. So I changed my mind about switching the lights on. I stayed in bed while the thunder was rumbling about.

Then when I finally slept, after a few minutes, Ah Fook BARKED. Oh God. I knew he was afraid too. My heart JUMPED when he barked louder and louder. I don't want to open my eyes so I pulled my sister's blanket to let her know that Ah Fook wanted something. So she layan-ed him. Then she threw him to me. Ah Fook was snuggling with me all night long. I didn't to sleep that much later. I knew it WAS still dark so I assumed it was like 4 in the morning.

So I was patting Ah Fook like ten thousand times. I still didn't dared to shift my position. Too afraid to move. While I was TRYING my very best to sleep, that fcking movie came back to me AGAIN. I got so scared again. PFFT. Coward bitch. I kept telling myself that I won't watch any horror movie until I get married or something. LOL. And I regretted watching that night. That particular night.

So eventually, I drifted to my sleep. I was so grateful but not too long. The dream was UNPLEASANT. Everything was so negative. It changed scene to the other all the time. Like, killing, murder, failing my exam, someone died, being poor, etc. Sigh. That was the worst night of my life.

Then my mom woke me up at 8 AM. Gawd. Beneath my eyes are black and my eye bags are huge and dark. I have to wear sunglasses when I went out just now. I have to face the mirror. Then flashbacks came back. So I asked my sis to accompany me or I opened the door wide whenever I pee, bathe or brush my teeth and putting my contact lenses. I won't go to the toilet unless someone is inside my room. LOL.

I told my parents about the thunder. Asked them whether they heard it. But no way. Cause both of my parents are a very deep sleeper but not me. My bro said that he heard it. LOL. He told me he didn't dared to go to the toilet. Haha! Thank goodness I didn't want to go to the toilet. I never leave my bed. If I actually wanted to pee, I'll just pee on the bed! LOL. NO! I'll probably wake my sister up. My sister slept after Ah Fook barked. She said the thunder made her sleep. Right! While I was suffering, she was happily sleeping. Pfft.

So I have talked a lot about my fear. =.= Oh yeah. I saw a hawt guy in the restaurant today. He looked like Taylor Lautner. I think its because of his hair. He ate with his mom. WEE. But he left early. Pfft.

Okays, post to you later : D

Deepavali Holiday

I guess almost everyone had their holidays. Yeah, including my parents. Pfft. Family day! OKay let's start the bad news or the good news first?

Okay bad news first.

I hate hate hate, I repeat, HATE waking up early in the morning. Seriously.

About 8: 23 AM, my mom woke me up. I was groggy and moody. Then I kinda got pissed at her.

This was what I said to her.

"UGH, holiday also need to out. Do we HAVE to go out? I mean, every holiday we go out. Why don't we take the holiday as a rest day or something?"

Then, the next nano seconds, I regretted what I've said. So she replied.

"Okay, go sleep la. Don't have to go out. Sleep la. No one is stopping you NOW."

Then she exits my room.

I felt really guilty and I went to take a shower. After I showered, she was sitting on my bed. Then she started to talk.

"I already told you our plan the day before. I reminded you everyday. If I didn't inform you earlier then you'll have the right to say something like that."

Silence.

Okay the good news is!

I BOUGHT MY BOOK ALREADY!

WOOOOO!

I found out they put the stocks somewhere else.

The New Arrival shelves. Not the usual spot.

Pfft.

I'm already going on Chapter 2. Its already INTERESTING!

WEE.

Tonight I'm going to Desmond's party.

Getting ready the gift and sort. : )

So I'm still have no idea what am I going to wear.

My mom will dress me up I guess.

Okay ciaoz!

Showering

Its been a long time I haven't like really shower. I wash up everyday. But tonight I took a really long shower. My hair grew oily when I don't wash it for at least 3 days max. And finally I had shower. I felt SO SO good! I mean its like giving you energy and you will feel damn ass clean and refreshed! Wee. Now my hair is puffy. : / I don't like it. Its like too dry and thick. : /

Now is 3:52 AM. Feeling bored. Tomorrow going to KLCC. Then to Desmond's open house at Valencia. Well, that's all i think. : )

Short & Simple. ^^

Enjoy!

Oh yeah, and good night ^^

Taylor Swift on Oprah Winfrey Show!

Part 1 : )

Part 2 : )

Part 3 : )

Part 4 : )

Part 5 : )

I totally love the show. I kinda cried. OBVIOUSLY I will cry.

In my mind, I kept thinking, "Please come to Malaysia and perform. That's all I ask! You don't have to meet me in person or anything! Just come here and perform!"

Sobs. SObs.

Enjoy the vid. Cause I do. ^^

Each flower mean something

Well, GUYS - this is really important. Especially you want to give flowers to your love ones. Your parents, your friends, your wife, your daughter, your sister etc.
And GIRLS - This is also equally important to you. Giving flowers to your love ones. And knows whenever people give you flower, it'll have its meaning. : )

There are thousands of flowers so as their colours. And I can't possibility to put all of 'em here. Just search in Google if you want more. : ) Before you give flowers, please do check their meaning first. : ) Okay Here goes : - (Enjoy!)

Yellow Hyacinth - Jealousy

Periwinkle, White: Pleasures of Memory

Oleander: Beauty and Grace

Hyacinth, purple: I am sorry, Please forgive me, Sorrow

Hibiscus: Delicate Beauty

Camellia, white: You’re adorable

Camellia, red: You’re a flame in my heart

Honeysuckle – The Bond of Love

Lilac, Mauve: “Do You Still Love Me”

Baby’s Breath: Happiness

Forget-me-not- True love

Rose, Yellow & Orange: Passionate thoughts

White rose- Innocent love

Yellow rose- Friendship

Pink rose- Secret love

Red rose- Romantic love

Lily- Purity and sweetness

Orchid- Love and beauty

Daisy- Loyal love

Chrysanthemum- Friendship

Carnation- Fascination

Shall we do this again? *grins*

WOOOO! Feel so happy when I see all these pictures. Of course I would like to share it to everyone who's reading this. : )

Sorry Yenyi (UPDATE)

Sorry Yenyi that I didn't updated my post.

I was on SL the entire day doing this:-

Well, I was designing =.=

That is why I had no time to update!

Finished 5 designs in 4 hours +

Only 3 succeed. : (

I was photoshop-ing thee entire day.

Even my back ache like shit.

Anyway, read your blog Yenyi.

I think its been forever I didn't check your blog!

I mean I recently didn't check.

So : )

Damn, the picture is so small!

Anyway, Desmond is having an open house tomorrow!

Anyone wanna join? Me, I think.

SO yeah. Please call me!

What else..

Oh yes, tomorrow is Deepavali!

Happy Deepavali to all Indian races!

May your holiday be .. joyful!

: )

Hmm.. Tomorrow night I've going to a Japanese Buffet.

Not so sure where I'm going.

But I'm very sure that I'm going to be gorgeous tomorrow night.

Just in case, got rich hawt handsome guys over there.

Yeah, I'll wear a dress. I'll try to take some picts tomorrow!

(Let YOU GUYS know how GORGEOUS I really am!)

Blind MEN!

Hmm..

Heard Karen is going off to HK.

Have a safe flight baby!!

I'll pray for your safety!

Hmm.. Let's see...

I dreamt about .. my parents got another .. baby.

Yeah shocking.

I was very very very happy.

I was holding she/him in my arms.

My gosh, that was the most wonderful dream ever!

I still can remember it clearly.

He/She was sleeping in my arms.

How adorable!

I love that feeling!

And I got interrupted by my mom's call.

Pfft. Some dream.

Let's see..

I have to go to the BOOKSTORE.

Someone S.O.S!!

Especially Kinokuniya.

Come ON!!

My sister was forbidding me!

Cause she know I buy lots of books.

Hey, but she herself bought one book that cost me 3 BOOKS.

AHH!HH!H!H!H!H!HH!H!H!HH!H!H!H!H

Sorry I was releasing my anger.

I got very very pissed at her.

Very.

Oh yeah, my bro told me something yesterday.

He said that his friends challenged him NOT to talk to me for 7 days.

Unless I asked him something or needed his help.

Its been 3 days he didn't talk to me.

And I didn't even realize. (O.o)

Stupid computer made me not realizing my OWN brother is not talking to me for 3 days already! Stupid Stupid Stupid.

OH YES! Taylor Swift's HQ photos ARE OUT.

Should I update or not?

Maybe I should. I think everyone saw my thingy already.

So PROUD! : )

Okay see yaaa!